Just My Luck

When it comes to relationships, I'm the unlucky one that never gets what I want but if I do, it's not good enough.
See I have a crush on this guy at school and thing is; all he'll ever be is a friend. This person doesn't know who he is (believe me, it's for the best) but when he breaks my heart, all I can do is smile to hide it. This is my luck. I like a guy, he likes me as a friend. I always have this feeling that this is how my life will continue on screwing me over. With false feelings, false actions and false signs that indicate the line between friends and more than friends.
I'm a natural romantic; this is what drives my creativity in writing. This is why I can write incredible love stories. Because I have all these things I want to happen to me already planted in my brain and since they've never happened, all I can do is imagine it.

My good friend Jayce has helped me through a ton of crap that's happened to me this past week. He's the only person aside from my mom that knows exactly where I'm coming from and boosts up my confidence level whenever I need it :) Seriously, I would probably be doing some pretty stupid things if he wasn't around to encourage me through all of this. So Jayce if you're reading this THANK YOU :D :D

So yeah, this was just a little blog to briefly explain what's been goin on in my so-called "love life" (in actuality I have no love life but whatever) and yeah!

PS I love Andy Lange (LOL)