Hey guys!!! Well I decided it's time for me to start an actual blog; so here I am!
My first blogs I wanted to dive more into depth about myself, about how I work, how I think, my weird quircks, my interesting habits etc etc...
I use Alina Renee as my pen name because my last name is wayyy too long and complicated to spell for people who aren't Scottish. A fun fact is that my Zodiac sign is 100% accurate; I'm a Libra and if you were to look up facts about Libras, every one of them describes me.
I'm a naturally nice person
in love with the idea of being in love
not very comfortable with critizism especially about my writing
a dependable person, friend and partner
Being a naturally nice person does have it's flaws. I can't talk back to people unless I'm having a terrible day. I will always give a friendly smile to a stranger unless they give me a dirty look first. I can't be mean to people I don't know, it's just not in my nature to be mean. I will bear my claws more online than in real life. In real life I'm a 5'2" tall, 102 lb girl; if I got into a fight I'd probably die. So I can't say things in person that I can online. I think everybody's a different person online than in real life, especially to people you don't know in RL.
The fact that being in love with love is a libra thing makes me feel more confident and better about myself personally. Something hard that I have to deal with every day is the idea of being alone, because I'm in love with love I see relationships every day in school it makes me feel lonely and I hate it. I've done some terrible things in my past that I would definetly take back because it wasn't worth it at all. Then the word "obsession" can take up that space of love; it sometimes just pisses me off that I can't find someone like in my stories.
Speaking of my writing; I write to live. I don't know where I'd be if I couldn't write. When I'm feeling sad and lonely, I'll write a romantic story to make me feel better. I do, however, feel as if my writing can be a bad thing. I don't exactly live in reality anymore. I'll make up stories in my head about what I want to happen instead of what really happens on Earth. It's not a good thing, it just feeds the fire.
Another quick fun fact about me is that I LOVE talking about myself with people. I love showing off my tattoos (I have three so far, a guitar, eye of horus and the word Love written on my chest. I want 2 more, an alien and Libra sign) I love talking about things I love to do, I'm kinda self centered when it comes to...well me! It's something I should probably get over but sometimes I just can't help it!
Well I don't want this to be too long because I don't want to bore you people too much so I'll end it here and chat more about myself tomorrow xD
See ya! <3
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